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Artifacts

by Eric Beeny

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1.
Artifacts 05:34
The sudden impact of our kiss… My lips and your lips tick… A bomb which leaves a crater where my mouth was just once a gaping hole. But we should’ve known by now we’ve never shared a thing and if we don’t slow this down we’ll never change a thing... If ever either of us came to rely on what the other could not provide, if ever we missed out on every last try I apologize… But we should’ve known by now we’ve never shared a thing and if we don’t slow this down we’ll never change a thing... There’s more to this than what we found, textbook archaeology, so don’t try to talk me down— this ledge is just a wedding ring… Your hair like fallen power lines sparked on the open roads of my body, my scars skid marks where my past came to a halt… And then I began again with you… But we should’ve known by now we’ve never shared a thing and if we don’t slow this down we’ll never change a thing... There’s more to this than what we found, textbook archaeology, so don’t try to talk me down— this ledge is just a wedding ring… And then I began again without you…
2.
I Tell Her 03:40
When it’s too dark to sleep in this tiny room, you are the sun thrown like a baseball through the asylum window. Your voice is an ocean caught in the seashell of my ear. I record my dreams of you as witnesses confessing on the stand. And I keep the documents tucked in my pillowcase. They whisper, “I don’t hate you, I don’t hate you so much…” Your lips are the cover of a diary I keep in mind. Your kisses are cigarettes put out on these lips of mine. You keep lighting the same one for hours and hours… No wonder it’s so hard to quit smoking… A poem about you is a message I leave on your machine; there’s never enough time to say what I mean… There’s never enough time to mean what I say… Each stanza is a subtitle describing each scene. This page is our life as a silent movie…
3.
Your voice separates my flesh into climates. I travel the world on the tip of your finger. You decide where and when we go, I kiss you when we arrive. I know living seems easy, it’s hard enough just to survive. And that’s why… Like a poem, your name is only an excuse to say something, so I put my voice into a safe-deposit box for your to open when you’re seventy like a photo you took blindfolded, where love is a parental advisory label tiny in the corner of an album cover whose lyrics we have yet to read, where our frozen stare melts into a wet glance. But for now each kiss is a cyanide capsule I place under my tongue since I’d rather die than be without one. Tight-roping this flat line, don’t want to reach the other side. I’ll arrest these alibis to keep you in these arms of mine. But for now each kiss is a cyanide capsule I place under my tongue since I’d rather die than be without one. Like a poem, your name is only an excuse to say something, so I put my voice into a safe-deposit box for your to open when you’re seventy like a photo you took blindfolded, where love is a parental advisory label tiny in the corner of an album cover whose lyrics we have yet to read, where our frozen stare melts into a wet glance.
4.
Whenever you run away, it’s always too fast to catch you. So now you’re just a memory etched in too deep, I can’t erase you. And that’s where I hide away, ‘cause here I’d only replace you as if you were prosthetic, and I could only reattach you. But I’m not that prophetic, my answer would be only to ask you. And I wish I could find a way, ‘cause here I can’t even face you… There’s never an easy way to forget those times that we shared. I’m left alone to feel happy for you and I’ve never felt so scared… Even when I’m alone you’re with me. The thought of you’s an epiphany… It’s like touching windows I can’t see… This message is a ship lost at sea, and there’s no chance of it returning— I’m touching windows which I can’t see… There’s never an easy way to forget those times that we shared. I’m left alone to feel happy for you and I’ve never felt so scared… I’m fading into transparency— pay no attention bump into me… It’s like touching windows you can’t see. You’re the bird, this house is my body. Your wings span in an emergency. Your sharp beak’s kiss performs surgery while touching windows you can’t see… Now we’re both touching windows we can’t see…
5.
You’d never listen to someone like me, you’d never risk it with someone like me, so you’d never kiss with anyone like me, you’d never miss with anyone like me but that’s where you want to be… You’d never sleep with anyone like me, you’d never keep with anyone like, so you’d never click with anyone like me, you’d never stick with anyone like me but that’s where you ought to be… I wake up every morning hoping I’ll find an easy way to leave my dreams behind. I leave the house only to stand in line with all the other fools… You’ve never hated anyone like me, you’ve never dated anyone like me, so you’d never bail out on someone like me, you’ve never fail ‘cause you’d never try me and that’s why you hide from me… When I first saw you my heart was a drum. I told my friends and they just thought me dumb and all their criticism left me numb, now I’m just stuck here in this conundrum and that’s where I’m calling from… but you’re throwing the tantrum… I wake up every morning hoping I’ll find an easy way to leave my dreams behind. I leave the house only to stand in line with all the other fools… But that’s where I want to be, that’s why I ought to be, that’s where I’m going to be…
6.
Oh, Baby 03:13
Oh, baby, if you’d only take me home tonight we could start right away, ‘cause oh, baby, it would only take me a moment to give my heart away… You take my breath every time I kiss you. True love must live in the lungs and my face is turning blue… Still you inhale the darkness, never failing the hardest clues in this mystery, then I’ll fall asleep holding onto moments exploding and I’ll wake up knowing you still love me… Oh, baby, if you’d only take me home tonight we could start right away, ‘cause oh, baby, it would only take me a moment to give my heart away… You make me feel like a star in the sky. You reach out and catch me when I fall and bring me back inside… I’m elated we shared this, there’s nothing that I cherish more than your company. So I fall asleep holding onto moments exploding and I wake up knowing you still love me… Oh, baby, if you’d only take me home tonight we could start right away, ‘cause oh, baby, it would only take me a moment to give my heart away…
7.
Even if we could rebuild these walls we’d still have to climb up risking the fall. We never seemed to believe in doors which opened and closed when we left it all behind. This is everything left of what crumbed after the wrecking ball hypnotized us into thinking this was what we wanted but when confronted we were crushed. Piecing together all this debris, it’s a puzzle to me, I just can’t figure out where I fit in now that you’ve moved on new shape under the sun’s bright blackout. And if this is how we’re pictured in this frame then I wonder why we don’t attempt escape. This means much more than what’s at stake, we still have so much left to break and this could be our last mistake again… Piecing together all this debris it’s a puzzle to me, I just can’t figure out where I fit in now that you’ve moved on, new shape under the sun’s bright blackout… Even though it left me tongue tied your foot was in your mouth the whole time. Every sentence you spoke was a shoelace but I was the one running in place… And if this is how we’re pictured in this frame then I wonder why we don’t attempt escape. This means much more than what’s at stake, we still have so much left to break and this could be our last mistake again… Piecing together all this debris it’s a puzzle to me, I just can’t figure out…
8.
Earthquake 05:17
We met a long time ago when we were young. You left it all to my imagination, but now you're gone... Forever seems much too long to sing this song and brave the dawn... You never had to deal with this heart ache. Feel me as I feel you like an earthquake... I'll wait for you no matter how long it takes, but I never believed you'd leave in the first place... Every day I wake up and you're not next to me. It's so hard to pretend that I'm not empty... I'm incomplete, falling apart piece by piece... You never had to deal with this heart ache... Feel me as I feel you like an earthquake... I'll wait for you no matter how long it takes, but I never believed you'd leave in the first place...
9.
The Way 06:30
You say you love me but I just don’t know it’s true. You tell me only things you know I want to hear from you. Just when I open up, you close the door on me. Only when I face you do you want to stand behind me. A knock slept on my knuckles— I woke it on your door, and when you opened up, I said: “The way I love you tells me that I am the one, and with that knowledge I see that I can go on. But if all I can offer is words to a song, then all our fighting means that this war can’t be won…” If you ask me for directions, wondering which way to go, I’d only point you away from me— I’m just a scarecrow… “The way I love you tells me that I am the one, and with that knowledge I see that I can go on. But if all I can offer is words to a song, then all our fighting means that this war can’t be won…”
10.
What does it take to walk across the water? There’s no turning back. Sink or swim’s the only choice that matters— your body’s your life raft… So hold on, don’t let go, the waves aren’t as high as they seem. Take a breath, don’t look down, your reflection is all you’ll see… Back against the wall as if you’re lying down, take a step and see you’re standing on the ground. Walking through the wreckage of your last mistake, there’s nothing left to break… What does it take to run into the fire, to escape before the building’s collapse? Just hold on, don’t look down, the horizon’s not the edge… Back against the wall as if you’re lying down, take a step and see you’re standing on the ground. Walking through the wreckage of your last mistake, there’s nothing left to break…

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Rock, Alternative, Electronic, Pop, Metal, Reggae, Doo-wop, etc...

Music by Eric Beeny, except 10 by Eric Beeny and Sterling Smalley.
Produced by Sterling Smalley and Eric Beeny.

Electric / acoustic / bass guitars and keyboards by Eric Beeny. Additional keyboards on 5 by Sterling Smalley.

Drums/percussion by Sterling Smalley, except on 1, 6, 7 and 8
by Eric Beeny.

Vocals by Eric Beeny. Additional vocals on 10 by Sterling Smalley.

Cover image by Carrie LaMacchia:
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released January 30, 2010

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